I feel like I’m a psychologist to myself.
I realize so much about myself once I start analyzing the reasons why, where it started, ect. Things like I have no self worth, the reason why I do the things I do is because I don’t know how from the lack of love and affection in my life from my family.
Is this where a split personality comes in? I feel like one day I’ll end up developing a split personality or even schizophrenia, since there’s already one person in my family who has it, although minor.
I’m a conflicting person because I think of every point of view for every problem or scenario. I’m always torn between two options and I never know what to choose.
I always think about who I am and my actions, and it drives me crazy because I can think of so many things of why I do something or why I’m like this.
I think I think too much.
I want to know myself more. I feel like I know myself too much.
But in all honesty, I really so feel like I’ll develop Alzheimer’s or some type of personality disorder. If it does happen, remember, I called it.I’ve been researching Alzheimer’s lately and I’m almost certain I will get it. My inability to make decisions will contribute to it.
ha im a piece of trash
As someone who cares deeply about the environment, I am obligated to pick you up.
Is seven okay?
you smooth fucker
I’m not going to let that happen again. No more mistakes. No more optimism of the good in people.