February 2012
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He seemed different today...
But a good different. Definitely a good different. I hope we talk more as time passes by. Ugh, he has such a cute smile. I could stare at it forever. LOL
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xoxorachany:
I wonder if you’ll remember me still 10 years from now. What if we randomly saw each other? Would you approach me? Would you even look at me? Yeah, I ask myself that everyday. It just sucks when someone who was your daily routine becomes a stranger. That whole “drifting” thing sucks, but it happens. I just wonder what’ll happen if we ever saw each other.. yeah.
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“The opposite of esprit d’escalier is the way that life’s embarrassments come...”
– Cory Doctorow, Little Brother (via danseurs)
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“Even though I was supposed to give him up that day, even though the tears should...”
– We Were There
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“Even when we’re far apart, I’ll be okay. Because the memories will...”
– We Were There
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LOL. Our neighbors hate us.
We never have parties anymore because they always call the cops on us… Boo.
Now my family wants revenge. We’re calling the cops on them when they party LOL
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LOOOL omg
I started reading this school newspaper, and there’s this article on dating advice or something, and they had lines something about “Smile & Look away because it gives off the message that you like him and are too shy to fully engage in direct eye contact” and another one that said, “Constantly stare at him in class. Scratch that, that’s creepy.”
And...
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I wonder if guys ever freak out over things like...
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Anonymous asked: So you like somebody? need help? (;
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Do I have a chance?
I wonder. People are saying I probably do but… I just wonder if you do that to all girls. Is this your normal behavior? I don’t know. Maybe I’m just over thinking. But I don’t want to fall for someone who treats everyone the same. A heartbreaker, sweet talker. Not exactly a player, since you don’t go out with every girl.
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Even despite what happened, I still feel a bit...
it just made me realize how there’s always going to be better and I have a small chance. Theres going to be so many girls all over you. Even if you were to choose me, I would still be insecure.
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All of us have someone who is hidden in the bottom...
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I’m just the same as ever. I’m a coward. I give up before it’s even started. I hate that about me.
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Obviously, if I keep liking you and by some miracle, we end up together, I know I’ll be insecure and jealous as long as we’re together. You have this weird effect on girls that just makes them want to get to know you. You’re too cute and nice for your own good. So maybe I should just stop and move on. In the end, no matter what happens, I’ll end up being sad. When I’m...
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I’ve never had a boyfriend.
Is it weird to want my first to be special? People become couples so easily, says “I love you” without meaning, and kisses without a single thought. I don’t want my relationships to be so… free. I want it to have meaning & importance. But no one does that nowadays. Am I the only one who thinks that? I want my first relationship to be...
DJ Sammy | Heaven 9/11 Remix 2011
Cried. So...
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The more people I tell, the more I feel insecure....
lol I seriously need to pick myself up. I feel pathetic. Forget it. I’m just going to try my best to not think about this. Whatever happens, happens. If they end up together, I won’t blame them. I won’t let myself sink into depression either. Fuck it. I don’t need this.
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I’ve realized that I hate being comforted. It makes me feel worse about myself. I just feel pitiful and I wonder what on earth am I doing. I like sulking by myself without anyone interrupting. I hate hearing words like, “Things will get better.” I know it will! It’s not something I need to hear at the moment. I hate having someone trying to make me feel better about myself....
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A good thing about having a younger sibling is...
I wonder if you have that effect on everyone.
Even with a simple hi everyday, you make a girl so curious and she just wants to get to know you more and more. You make a girl so happy from that simple hello and estatic from talking to you. Every time you smile, she just can’t help but smile back.
I always thought I wouldn't be the jealous type.
But I guess I am. We’re not even together and I feel so jealous and insecure just because she likes you. I mean, why wouldn’t I feel insecure. She’s beautiful and confident. She knows how to talk to people and she’s so out there. She’s the complete opposite of me and she’s everything I want to be. I really wish you would stop saying hi to her and I wish she...
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Don't you know when to stop?
You already have so many guys all over you and now you tell me you might be having a crush on the guy I like? I didn’t want to be mean, but I had to tell you. I didn’t want to say for you to back off or anything like that, so I kept quiet. You just kept talking and you were all like, “Well at least we have something to talk about!” What the hell. How are you okay with this....
‘Cause I’ve seen rainbows that could take your...
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Wouldn't that be the most awkward thing if you...
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Did you know?
Every time I randomly smile or laugh in the middle of class is because I’m thinking of you. The things you do, the things you’ve said, your silly facial expressions. You’re just too cute for your own good.
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I hate how I just freeze when I see you staring at...
All I can do is smile back at you and say hi. Same thing every time. I’m sure you’ll get tired of it eventually. Soon this daily thing will cease to exist. I want to talk to you, do something different, but everything within me just freezes one you’re near. No matter how many times I say to myself, “Okay… I’m going to do this. I won’t just smile and stare...
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No one can compare to you.
I miss you so much. I wish I had someone like you again. Or better yet, just you. I want you back.
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I would love it if someone just one day gave me a white rose. I love white roses. And pink roses. And yellow roses with a tinge of pink on them. I also love orchids… And a lot of other flowers..
Absolute favorite is white roses though. Or white roses with a tinge of pink. That would look amazing. Do they have those?
Life is so tiring. Although things are getting much better for me, I’m tired most ofthe time and I feel like I’m wasting away. All I want to do is sleep and do nothing. I guess there’s still a bit more until I’m completely happy and satisfied with myself and my life.
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It's hard listening to someone who's becoming who...
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“You are not your bra-size, nor are you the width of your waist, nor are you the...”
– Unknown (via selfinspiration)
I kind of want a Valentine.
Even if I’m clueless about this holiday. It sounds pretty awkward for non-couples, but in a way it sounds fun. I see and hear people talking about their plans, how they’re going to ask a person, what they’re going to do. It makes me feel a bit lonely. I want to experience it too. But I guess this will just be another year I’ll miss out.
When Monsters Inc 2 comes out in November.
Little kids waiting in line:
‘Mommy I wanna be the first one to go in’
Me:
‘I’ve waiting 11 god damn years for this, I will be going in first’
I wonder if you would forgive me.
I’d like to think you would. In the past you probably would have, but it’s been a long time. I’m sure you changed, like everyone else. Would you still? Would you be able to forgive me and still talk to me? Would we be able to be friends again? Would you treat me the same as usual? Would we be able to do the things we always did? I miss us. I really do. I hope, the next time we...
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I’m pretty sure it was a dream, but it felt so real. I wish it happened. It was so sad though… The words you said. But I said sorry & I would never do it again. I felt like crying. But I wish it did happen, because maybe then we would be friends again.
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It's sad how you're just like me.
I hate it. That’s why I push you so hard. At times, it may seem like i hate you, but I just don’t want you to be like this. I want you to be someone i wish i was. I don’t want you to become someone like me. You try too hard to please and you just want acceptance by people. You just want to be loved. You’re a pushover. But you can be loved even if you don’t please...
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I guess you're nice to every girl.
It’s stupid, but I got jealous when you said you said hi to my friend, who is insanely pretty, when you don’t even know her. You only know her because you saw her walking with me and you said you see her everywhere when you walk to classes or lunch. I can’t help but feel insecure because you’ll end up liking her. More competition. You’ll probably end up talking to her...
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You piss me off. I hate how you make me feel this way. I feel like shit. I feel lonely. Some friend you are. And when you said, “Okay, just leave,” that shit hurt. This is what I hate about you; you never think of other people’s feelings at all and you just bring them down. I don’t even know if you’re joking or not because that’s always your attitude. I...