To be honest, I get this urge to start doing it again. My wrists ache and yearn for that strange pain that somehow gives me relief. Days that I get the urge to do it, I just sit and stare at the object until I manage to convince myself not to do it. I haven’t picked it up yet. It’s been four years. I hope that I don’t fail in telling myself not to and never pick it up. Because I know if I start, I’ll never stop.

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2. indecisiveconcepts said: Don’t.
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