Are you teasing me? Playing with me? Or are you just making fun of me. I don’t know what to think. Everything is just so confusing. I wish I wasn’t so stupid or unexperienced in these hi bs. But maybe I’m just making things more complex for myself and it’s just really something innocent. Just as friends. If only I wasn’t so insecure. Then I would probably be fine with what your doing.

I’m scared though. I’m scared that you know. I don’t want you to know. I don’t want anyone to know. I rather not have anyone, especially you, know that I like you. I just hate it when the person I like finds out I like them. Usually, it just goes all bad. And what if it becomes awkward between us. Or what if you just play with my feelings? I don’t think you’d be that type of person, but still.